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Can you see the sky turn red?
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| word up. |
[March 19, 2007
@ 9:41pm] |
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im in math right now. man, this class is so boring. im probably going to fall asleep soon. =P
on another note, i have thee greatest boyfriend. i told him i was having a bad day yesterday, and he showed up at my work with a single red rose. and to make it even better, i was in the back when he came in, and he told jared to tell me someone was complaining. ahh, what a nice surprise. i dont know man. ive never had a boyfriend treat me so well, or do so much for me. i wish i could thank him somehow, other than "thank you". =/ i love you william. hehe. =)
as for friends, we're all having our own problems, but we're all here for each other. working together, doing what we can. and i wouldnt want it any other way. i love them. =)
deanna, text me or message me if you read this nukka. i need to talk to you wifey!
life is good. =)
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[March 16, 2007
@ 12:11am] |
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this is the point in life where life gets harder.
this is the point in life where things should be taken more seriously.
jen. my best friend. and she may be leaving for the air force within the next week. its killing me to think about it. i love her. shes my other half. i feel like im going to fall apart if she leaves, but she has to go and i know that. its only 4 years. i just dont want to lose her. i need to cherish what time is left until she goes.
william. my boyfriend. hes not going anywhere. but man, oh man, this boy just keeps making me fall harder and harder, faster and faster. words cant describe him. i mean, i was fine all day, and then he leaves for about 30 minutes and im just in this horribly sad mood. and he listened, and he let me cry it all out, and he held me and rubbed my back and said the simple "everything will be okay. i love you. if you need anything, im here." bascially, i love him too. =)
A. WALK IT OUT.
B. "MAGIC!"
C. lateskeeeeez.
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[March 10, 2007
@ 9:06am] |
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oh my god...
tonight is going to be CRAZY!
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[March 9, 2007
@ 8:44am] |
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i hate being broke. i cant sleep. i just now figured out all my money problems though. thank god. i was about to go out of my mind for goodness sake.
im moving out sooon. i think im taking some stuff other there next friday. and hopefully by the next weekend il have a bed and everything. i want a new bed though. a big one. =)
party in t-minus: 1 day!! thats insane! i cant wait! its going to go offfff!
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[March 3, 2007
@ 11:34am] |
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im thinking of moving out within the next week. like, seriously considering it. im going to talk to my mom about it today. the commute would kind of suck for school and work, but im willing to do it. after the party, which is in a week exactly (im so excited!!), i have to saving alllll my money.
last night was pretty dope. i hung out with a ton of people that i havent seen in ages. it was great to catch up. =) i had a good buzz going, which is always nice. william asked me to be his girlfriend. amazing, duhh. and something else amazing happened, but its unmentionable.
i love life. gonna go tan & buy smokes. nothing like killing yourself. haha. later homeys!
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[February 28, 2007
@ 10:23am] |
money is tiiight. but somebodys got to put bread on the table.
i miss jen. =( she hasnt been able to come out a lot lately and it sucks. i seriously havent seen her in like 2 days, and we've even been talking a lot less. ahhh it sucks! we are going dress shopping & tanning today though. =)
ahh, im fall more & more everyday for this boy. its another one of those "who wouldve thought?" but yeah yeah yeah, its pretty fucking great. =D
dopeee party in t-minus: 10 days!!! =)
but money is tight. its like... i never even have any anymore, no matter how much i try to save it up. =( i actually have to borrow money from my mom, which i dont think i have ever done. =/ life goes on.
just walk it out. =)
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[February 20, 2007
@ 9:17am] |
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it seems like all you girls happy with the boys that you are with. and you know what?
#1: im happy for you all!
#2: im happy with the boy I'm with too!
hehehe, it is february after all. =)
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| i should be asleep. |
[January 29, 2007
@ 9:17am] |
school started two weeks ago. its been hard getting used school again. its been harder though cause i have a full time job. but its okay; i really like school. ive met some cool people already and my teachers are all chill. i hope i do well; thats all i want. =)
i went snowboarding for the first time today with jen, bj, and matt. it was fun! il totally have everything down by next time.
right before new years i started hanging out with jen barber again. im so glad i did too. we are each others other half. ah, i love her. =)
i missed jose tonight, and it felt oh-so wrong. but its okay cause i still like someone. hehe.
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[December 31, 2006
@ 11:40am] |
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Happy Birthday Luanna!
partee baybee girl. =]
Happy New Years... Eve!
i fooled you!
have an awesome daynight!! =D
Mmmm, yeah, pretty much, its like, life is grand.
Life is fucking grand! =D
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[October 19, 2006
@ 7:18pm] |
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is everyone quitting livejournal again? im trying not to. but theres way too much going on to keep updating about it all regularly... =\
soon, il catch y'all up.
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[September 16, 2006
@ 4:48pm] |
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Life's still crazy. I don't even know. It's all so crazy still. Fuck, I want time to move fast, and for things to straighten themselves out, and for everyone to be happy, always. Fuck.
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[September 9, 2006
@ 8:26pm] |
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Life's been so fucking crazy lately.
I got my heart broken, and had to break up with José today. I'm a mess.
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[August 22, 2006
@ 11:25pm] |
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last night was a lot of fun. then it was pretty horrible and dramatic. then it was amazing. i know who my real friends are now. and i love them.
kyle, pat, and the nicks made me feel so amazing.
creighton is a great guy.
creightons friend are chill cause they were with me.
things with jose are just a mess. a huge confusing mess. but itll smooth over. it always does.
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| DAMMIT. |
[August 21, 2006
@ 1:22am] |
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FUCK. luanna, i miss you so fucking much these past few days. i've been crying a lot again. i'd do anything just to spend another day with you.
this song is so tight. i love it! jt is the bombbb.
i saw accepted today with jose. it was so funny. oh my goddd, i was laughing so hard.
speaking of jose, im worried about his stupid new addiction. i wish so much for it to be what it used to be. i love him a lot. i miss the nights when we would just cuddle in my bed, and fall asleep together. ahh, soon enough. il be 18 in a month and a day.
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[August 10, 2006
@ 5:52pm] |
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i should grow up and be a prostitute.
bahahahaha. im joking.
but i think that cleared things up a little. no?
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[August 9, 2006
@ 11:16pm] |
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well...
life is so bittersweet.
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[August 8, 2006
@ 11:36pm] |
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so... life has been outta control crazy, good, sucky, hectic. but its bettering itself so i'm fine.
i saw a toad tonight outside my house. it was so random. a freakin toad! i named it cricket, even though il probably never see it again.
i took a little vacation like 2 weeks ago. it was awesome. jose, miguel, caryn, and i went up to ray and meredith's new apartment. seriously just awesome. i wanna go again.
danggg... life is so good. its sweet.
im in deep with this one. and so far, so good. =)
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[July 13, 2006
@ 12:29pm] |
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OH YEAH...
I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. =D
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[July 11, 2006
@ 12:18pm] |
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that last entry was a joke. by the wayyy.
im not even sure where jose and i stand anymore. we both love each other more than you or you could ever imagine. but we had a big fight last night. yet we made up within a few hours. and as we fell asleep, we held on to each other tightly, and repeated how much we love one another. and yet, when we got up this morning, he said he had a dream and now he realizes that he can't be with me anymore. and its over? he got all his stuff from my house, and he just left. not even a goodbye, or an i love you. he did say, "when you find my other shirts, give me a call." but i dont know if this is real, or if he's just doing this. thats why im not all up in my room crying over it or anything. i hope this isnt the end, but its his choice. im not going after him, because it never works. i called his house at 12:05 to see what the hell was going on with us, and miguel said he wasn't home. but... i think jose might have told miguel, that if i called, to tell me that he wasn't there. i know he is, whether whoever answers says yes or no. because no one would come pick him up within 10 minutes of him leaving my house, at 12 in the afternoon. i know this. anyways, i dont know whats going on right now. and im only half scared that its over. but i love him. i really love him. =\
i think im going to go buy some clothes today. HELLAAA.
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